the forest of talking trees

Chloé Denice / 24 / Los Angeles

Happy Fall Equinox! 

Happy Fall Equinox! 

Anonymous asks: Is that your first working place?

No, I’ve had two jobs prior to this one.

Anonymous asks: i'm sure your job is nothing near a nightmare! tell us, what is it? (^-^)

For privacy reasons, I won’t state exactly where it is that I work. But I do office work: answering phone calls, paperwork, taking orders from clients, that sort of bit. It can get rather busy at times, which can also be quite stressful, but I don’t mind it much. The people I work with are pretty easy going so it really lightens up the mood at work. I’m pretty content with my job. Plus, I get weekends off and I’m home before the sun sets! :) 

I feel entirely dehumanised by the sun now, and wish for fog, snow, rain, humanity.
—Virginia Woolf, from a letter to Edward Sackville-West
Anonymous asks: What do you do like do you work or go to school?

I dropped out of college, but I work, yes! I am currently employed, which I’m quite happy about. It’s not a dream job, but it isn’t a nightmare either. I’m just really proud of myself for having gotten a job, finally. 

My dad just invited me to have a cup of tea with him.

Happy Caturday

Happy Caturday

Anonymous asks: what happened to s?

I haven’t seen S since the night he told me he was falling for me… I thought he could use some time away from me to get over it. It’s been about a month and a half, I think. We still text every now and again, but we haven’t had a proper chat. I’m hoping things can go back to the way they were because he’s such a lovely pal to have around. He just has to understand that I don’t fancy him in such a way nor could I ever.

Anonymous asks: You smoke ? :(

I wasn’t going to answer this because I didn’t think it mattered a whole lot if I did or didn’t smoke, but I’ve received three other messages asking the same question. And although I feel like I’m being judged, I shouldn’t have to give an explanation for my doings. Obviously you know the answer to this question as the sad face implies your disapproval. But if it makes you feel any better, I haven’t smoked for nearly a month. 

Anonymous asks: I wish you would update more about your personal life. you seem very interesting and are very beautiful.

I wish I would too. But I get a wave of anxiety every time I post anything personal about myself. I really should get over that though as the reason I made this blog was to document bits of my life to look back on. I’ll consider updating more, but I must warn you that my life is anything but interesting. Thank you. x

Why the hell are we conditioned into the smooth strawberry-and-cream Mother-Goose-world, Alice-in-Wonderland fable, only to be broken on the wheel as we grow older and become aware of ourselves as individuals with a dull responsibility in life?
—Sylvia Plath

(Source: olderoticart)

You have this one life. How do you wanna spend it? Apologizing? Regretting? Questioning? Hating yourself? Dieting? Running after people who don’t see you? Be brave. Believe in yourself. Do what feels good. Take risks. You have this one life. Make yourself proud.